My heart aches again God. I know you are there for me and I know you want to share my burdens, but right now I don't feel that presence the way I want to. My burdens feel heavy and I don't see the light at the end of this tunnel. And I feel guilty for having an aching heart when my blessings are many.
Help me to feel your presence Lord. I long for your touch and I need your arms around me. I want to know you're there. I believe it, but I want to feel it. Just like Thomas I want to touch your wounds and know you are real.
Forgive my lack of faith Lord. And guide me out of the dark.
